When I was younger it was plain to me I must make something of myself. Older now I walk back streets admiring the houses of the very poor: roof out of line with sides the yards cluttered with old chicken wire, ashes, furniture gone wrong; the fences and outhouses built of barrel staves and parts of boxes, all, if I am fortunate, smeared a bluish green that properly weathered pleases me best of all colors.
No one will believe this of vast import to the nation
Some people like this kind of thing. Most others think: ‘Focusing on color and light to the exclusion of content, gesture and anything meaningful isn’t for me.’
I get it. It’s practice, really. Thanks for looking.
I remain convinced that a blog/online presence is secondary to life. A way to document one’s experiences with the things that really matter (many ideas really matter).
Most social media doesn’t seem worth making one’s Self small to fit in the sewer pipes of online communication (a work in progress, these pipes).
Don’t get me wrong, we all gotta pay the rent. I have some admiration for the desire not to starve. God Bless the ones who make me laugh.
The most interesting writers of the day are usually idea merchants; spreading down their cloths upon the cobbles. I admire people gifted enough to display the thoughts of others as though their own.
Living takes it out of you. When you need ideas, may you find what you need. Most importantly, the thoughts you have become your habits, and your habits become your character.
No one gets out alive.
I think that’s why we have this old and important story about the Resurrection…
Northwest crows live in territorial family groups; foraging constantly for food. From dawn to dusk, you can find the usual customers, at the usual places, at the usual times.
They are cautious, and like a high, safe perch from which to view the world. Upon discovery of a new food source, they scope out the scene carefully, swooping down to ground-level only after the coast is clear.
Do you guys remember the old Amtrak baggage car/American Airlines logos?
Engage your sense-memory. No one will find you here. No one.
***Except for the good folks at DataCorp Inc, specifically the Eye Tracking training-unit (shout out to Teddy). Also, I should advise that engagement metrics could be used to curate responsible citizenship through train-travel at Amtrak and the DOT, too (efficient and caring).
****Michael’s cousin Peter knows a guy, and some ‘Colombians?‘ are running terabytes of data in old Dell hard-drives (yes, really) around Cape Horn. Your data could be in there, too.
This was Harry at his most presentable:βA shrewd cunning in stillness.βPerhaps, he’d even brought me a question.
He was half-again as large as the other gulls near the Market.βNot respected, maybe, but feared.
My mind would wander to thoughts of freedom, watching his wings dip and scissor, cutting the air.βSometimes I would watch his eyes, too, scouring the ground for food and the sky for other birds.
The constant shrieking and territorial displays were better than silence, Dear Reader, especially if thoughts of death crept in (how much I missed L).β
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Harry had other behaviors:βGobbling fish guts and slurping coffee directly from the street.βOne day, he’d snatched a french-fry mid-air from a child’s fingers.βAfter the shock and a brief consolation, we smiled in mutual surprise.
The photo’s all real.βJust playing around with some text.
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Kojak’ll chase a perp down a garbage-strewn alley on the lower East Side.βRight around minute fifty, just before the last ads for life insurance and Polident.β
Someone’s gotta let the mother of another dead hooker taste a little justice.β
Maybe a sharply-spoken word unloosens memory; a lost soul’s dreams, floating to some place in the sky.
Maybe amidst the stench of dopeheads and their dealers, greed and thoughtless action..a splash of Old Spice reminds us all of a little thing called hope.β
Today, rousing from sleep, if your first sight was that of a young couple consumed by one another, silent within the silences of conversation, would it be as dark as the following?
I hope not!
Thanks to a reader.
From Richard Wilbur’s ‘Love Calls Us to the Things of This World’
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β …βOh, let there be nothing on earth but laundry,Β Β Β Nothing but rosy hands in the rising steam And clear dances done in the sight of heaven.β
Β Β Β Yet, as the sun acknowledges With a warm look the worldβs hunks and colors,Β Β Β The soul descends once more in bitter loveΒ Β Β To accept the waking body, saying now In a changed voice as the man yawns and rises,Β Β Β Β Β Β βBring them down from their ruddy gallows; Let there be clean linen for the backs of thieves;Β Β Β Let lovers go fresh and sweet to be undone,Β Β Β And the heaviest nuns walk in a pure floatingΒ Β Β Of dark habits, Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β keeping their difficult balance.β
βTo me, neon really figured in the migration movement on Route 66. The farther you go out West, the more neon youβd see, especially as a presence on motels. You can see towns like Tucumcari, New Mexico, coming from 20 miles away.β
I may harbor skepticism regarding a more anthropological, back-to-Earth Romantic primitivism found in certain quarters (Berkeley, especially), but I certainly appreciate good composition. Click through for more photos and less pre-judgment.
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As posted, what’s more American than an exiled member of the Russian aristocracy intimately making his way into the English language and peering out from a thousand Motor Lodges?
βNabokov in Americaβ is rewarding on all counts, as biography, as photo album (there are many pictures of people, Western landscapes and motels) and as appreciative criticism. Not least, Roper even avoids the arch style so often adopted by critics faintly trying to emulate their inimitable subject.’
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Well, there’s Donald Judd and Marfa, Texas, which looks interesting:
As previously posted, The Critic Laughs, by Hamilton:
Do you long for the days of unabashed American consumerism? Are you nostalgic for nights lit only by a soft, neon glow on the underbellies of clouds? Return to a time when America broadcast its brash, unironic call to the heavens.
But it can be empty, and lonely, and full of hard work and suffering:
Montana Pastoral
I am no shepherd of a child’s surmises. I have seen fear where the coiled serpent rises,
Thirst where the grasses burn in early May And thistle, mustard and the wild oat stay.
There is dust in this air. I saw in the heat Grasshoppers busy in the threshing wheat.
So to this hour. Through the warm dusk I drove To blizzards sifting on the hissing stove,
And found no images of pastoral will, But fear, thirst, hunger, and this huddled chill.
And because this blog likes to keep things a bit mysterious, I think ‘New Slang’ by the Shins (James Mercer) captures three strands I can identify: Western U.S. cowboy folk (Home On The Range), English (England) folk, and Pacific NW hipsterdom, which is interesting to me, and because in the arts, I like to like a song, and think about what’s going on afterwards:
That hipsterdom part likely connects with a lot of powerful modern and postmodern strands which could be affecting all of our institutions sooner or later, but, you know…it’s also just a song.
In a naturally-induced, mildly Romantic dream-state, I learned Seattle and Tacoma combined comprise the 4th-largest container gateway in North America.
Like a cloud myself, and like a bird below the clouds, I moved through hanging gardens of rain. I landed on a ledge to warm my wings. I shook and cried and became the building, expanding as the sun warmed each stone.
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Partly because of death, love and taxes, partly because some people are forever beating themselves, others, and a confession from the English language, I went looking for the most blue-green grove of late summer I could find.
Somewhere where they just say the sounds of words, and words mean things. Things like deep sorrow and joy, car and ship and tooth. Words full of wisdom and words tied to memory and words seeking each moment as it passes, welcoming truth.
Well…
I’ll take the West African blue note, and this green, green English. Follow the link to YouTube, alas.
As for 80’s pop, and the New-Romantic synth sound, it’s got an older groove: